If Grace is an Ocean, We're all Sinking

"Be still and know I am God."

-Psalm 46:10


I'm on a journey. Living for Jesus, transforming the world and I'm not about to let my own mind destroy me.

Things I love: Jesus, music, AmeriCorps, Rebuilding Together, Habitat for Humanity, film, literature, Spanish, Latin America, Spain, coffee shops, good conversation, camp, guys with guitars and a smooth voice, real friends, hiking, the mountains, the ocean, being outside, Red Sox, tattoos, good beer
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Scare the world: Be exactly who you say you are and tell the truth.

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clusterphoque:

do you ever get weirded out by the fact that everyone around you is constantly within their own mind and thinking a million secret thoughts and battling internal struggles just like you and that you’re not the only one who thinks these things and that the people around you aren’t just faces meant to fill up your life but they’re actually really deep people who have a lot more to them than you ever actually even think about

(via betsyandroses)

There’s a first for everything. First word, first steps. First day of school. You get the point, but there’s also the first time you hear a band, swim, fly on a plane, go hiking. The first time I snorted Vicodin. The first time I tried to get clean. The first time I truly heard who Jesus was (and is). 

These firsts give us an initiation to who we are, who we were and who we are going to become. It took 3 times to get clean. And now I’m 3 months shy of 2 years.

I first went backpacking in 8th grade. And I was miserable. I cried every night. But here I am almost 10 years later and backpacking, camping and being outside give me clarity. I feel pain and get tired, but it’s a discipline. A pain that shows perseverance. And now I’m 95% sure I want to pursue a masters in Leadership and Outdoor Ministry. Being outside and getting dirty, whether I am camping with friends or on a work site with volunteers gives me a reason to stay clean. It’s raw faith. It’s knowing that someone else is carrying my burden. It’s meeting God where He is. It’s doing life.

These are my passions. Who I am. And when I look around I know who I am is just me. A goofy, messy person. Maybe I swear too much. But I also pray a lot. And God is center. And at the top of the Knob at sunset and sunrise these past 2 days I know God was there too. I was in prayer for much of my time up there and just feeling thankful. 

At sunset you can look around and see the sun setting in the West. The ball of light going downward. And the moon comping up on the other side. At one point they were both visible in a panorama just like in Joshua where God made the sun and moon sit still. It’s like time stopped and all I had was that moment. I trust God above all else. How can you deny Him when you see all that beauty? The rattle snake with the “V” on its head. That’s how you know poison. And all poisonous snakes have that. That is no accident.

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So, all I’m saying is have lots of firsts. Try new things. Have likes and dislikes. Make friends, make mistakes. But above all find out who YOU are in the image of God and hold onto that.